Azphelumbra...

"When love has left you, when enemies close in, know that Aion is with you, though you stand alone."

There's something about that saying that helps ease my worries.

I was hurt, you see. I never wanted to fall in love again, promised myself I would stay single. But love has a way of drawing me in. And always to someone who will cause me pain!

I know now she was just using me. It wasn't me she loved, it was my Kinah.

Anything she wanted, I would buy for her. Shoes, jewelry...whatever she desired. And she desired a great deal. Then, the moment the money ran out, so did she.

I was determined not to make the same mistake again, but...I just can't help myself.

She's from the Vanahal District, and she won't let anyone forget it. Mention her name to anyone in Pandaemonium, and they'll tell you the same thing: keep away.

Everyone advised me against pursuing her. They all said that she would hurt me, that she is so arrogant, she should have been born in Elysea.

But what can I do? It's just like before. I can't stop thinking about her. Even after all I've been through, I would gladly give her every last Kinah I have.